Literature
Seeking Solace
There are many things for which I would like to be different,
All of the mistakes I have made, all the bad I have done.
The things I've said that have caused hurt, for being ignorant,
Times that I had wished for life to be over, when I had wanted a gun.
The "men" that came and went, that had caused me so much grief,
But none of these losses or disadvantages compares to a single one.
This one event pushed me beyond my sanity, stuck me in disbelief,
It had set in motion my downfall by my own fault, cares I had none.
It wasn't very sudden, in fact, a lifetime it had felt,
But at the very same time, it seemed he had gone in a blink of an